GROWING PAINS
Written by: Anonymous
As human beings it’s easy to assume that the other person always has it better.
Some days it fills us up with hate and greed, it’s too much to take in.
We tend to lie, we tend to hide and we tend to hurt alone.
Day by day we’d put on a mask behind the mess that we are.
“Hey take it easy”
Step by step we count our blessings, yet wishing we had more, praying to the divine power that we’d at least hang in there for a day or two.
I see you, it’s not easy trying to make the right the decisions once we pass the age where we’d constantly see things in black and white.
Now everything is covered in a shade of grey, it’s tiring to dig in to our thoughts.
As much as we’d like to justify and figure out our feelings to make people understand, it’s hard when it’s ourselves that we can’t seem to please and make amends with.
“I’m not okay”
“What’s wrong?”
“Idk”
We numb out with our tedious habits hoping it’ll make us feel better, take a shot to blur out our minds.
I don’t blame you for putting yourself first, the world doesn’t revolve around us yet we’re the ones living through it day by day.
Everyone’s a hero in their own story as it’s our life we’re living and at the end of the day it’s our decisions that we end up living with.
“Take a minute and calm down, people have it worse”
“It’s not my fault”
“Grow up”
Life is not meant to be easy, responsibilities aren’t meant to be a thing you should take pride in.
My point is don’t beat yourself up too much just to put up a fake smile on your face.
Don’t dive in to deep to just get hurt in the end.
“I see you”
Soon you’ll get better
Some days it fills us up with hate and greed, it’s too much to take in.
We tend to lie, we tend to hide and we tend to hurt alone.
Day by day we’d put on a mask behind the mess that we are.
“Hey take it easy”
Step by step we count our blessings, yet wishing we had more, praying to the divine power that we’d at least hang in there for a day or two.
I see you, it’s not easy trying to make the right the decisions once we pass the age where we’d constantly see things in black and white.
Now everything is covered in a shade of grey, it’s tiring to dig in to our thoughts.
As much as we’d like to justify and figure out our feelings to make people understand, it’s hard when it’s ourselves that we can’t seem to please and make amends with.
“I’m not okay”
“What’s wrong?”
“Idk”
We numb out with our tedious habits hoping it’ll make us feel better, take a shot to blur out our minds.
I don’t blame you for putting yourself first, the world doesn’t revolve around us yet we’re the ones living through it day by day.
Everyone’s a hero in their own story as it’s our life we’re living and at the end of the day it’s our decisions that we end up living with.
“Take a minute and calm down, people have it worse”
“It’s not my fault”
“Grow up”
Life is not meant to be easy, responsibilities aren’t meant to be a thing you should take pride in.
My point is don’t beat yourself up too much just to put up a fake smile on your face.
Don’t dive in to deep to just get hurt in the end.
“I see you”
Soon you’ll get better
the writer sends his thanks! :)
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